Kamis, 18 Oktober 2012

Don't Fall Again, Keep Standing Up and Build It !

This night, between supporting myself to keep stand up and let my tears to fall down on my cheek, I try to spit all my words here. I'm really confused to understand that news. I realize this is so 'drama queen' but it hurts me although just a little.
Just 6 words. These made me stuck and asked 'why do this happen again?'

Hy for you, we never get a conversation directly. We ever met. Just said something, and..... Just it!
But on the other way, we ever talked like you are my friend. That almost made me fall, ooops NOT ALMOST but VERY ALMOST ! I almost fall with a random way, with a short period of time -,-
All that time, I ever waited your message or just greeting. But I tried to never obsess, because I knew it would make me like an oh-so-no-creature (re: ga banget -,-)
I enjoyed that time, and my days got a little bit spirit. Buuuuut after I heard that little news, It suddenly punched my heart, ALMOST!
First, I just laughed and smile, yeah a fake smile. But no problem, I don't need to disappointed because I have no right at all =))
So, you... just enjoy your time, I will support you here, and take care yours (maybe) and good luck :)':

Thank you, after it happened, I got an energy to add my strength. Undirectly, you taught me to don't ever fall again, I will keep standing up and build in love, not fall in love =)))


By a little God Creature, who is learning about life Farida Amalia :)



Senin, 15 Oktober 2012

Speak Out Loud

My fingers bring me to this place. They force me to dancing and spit all my words.
Let me write, just enjoy this random write, read, listen and understand, it will make me more better.

This age should be my brilliant, I wanna get all my wants. Those are not about want to be spiderman, or want to be batman, no at all! It sounds so funny :3 There are still so  many important things than wanna be a hero -_____-
I just want to enjoy my college, do the task well, and get a good point of every exam. Can't I? It's a must! I will! I will try more harder although I meet so many obstacles -_-'' 
But the biggest thing that I really wanted is get more experiences, no more no less. I'm looking for it, looking fooooor iiiiiiit. I still have not found experiences which really mean for me. It sounds so jaded I think. That statement means that I have not done anything, right? You got it? oooooh~
I'm 18, and now I enjoy my teen life, I still have 1 year to get that thing. Because in 20, it will be another story :)
Sooo please, chance come to mamaaaaaa ;;;) Bring me to the moment~


Minggu, 14 Oktober 2012

Be a College Student

Hello fellas, here I come =) I was so busy with my activities as a Collage Student  hihi. Now my fingers are ready to dance on my keyboard again.

I don't go to school anymore, I go to the bigger place than my school, yeay that's my campus =)

This is a new place where I can see many people dressed not with uniform, it's so amazing I think, more colorful  more cheerful and also more mature, I'm really excited to go to campus everyday =) This is a blessing. If I remember about my dream before, which wanted to get the university in Yogyakarta I never ever regret at all. I don't know it happened to me, when I signed up to that University then I got the answer that I have to stay in this town, Tasikmalaya... I didn't feel sad deeply, just said "I'm not accepted, huuuh". Be a part of English Literature was my dream. But now I'm a part of Development Economics, and I hope this is the answer from God =)

I never thought before, I'm a science student who has a big-headache-attack if I learn science subject, so I chose Literary for my collage... But destiny said that I have to learn Economics. Everything has to be thankful, I did it yes I did it. I went through this new life. Hopefully can get my success here and reach all my dreams.

 I get a lots of new friends, these are some friends who always together everywhere :)


From left she is Putri called uty, center is Yowan called as Tata One, and me :) Two others Isma and Mira were not together at the moment. By the way, Isma took this picture well =)