Don't Fall Again, Keep Standing Up and Build It !

This night, between supporting myself to keep stand up and let my tears to fall down on my cheek, I try to spit all my words here. I'm really confused to understand that news. I realize this is so 'drama queen' but it hurts me although just a little.

Just 6 words. These made me stuck and asked 'why do this happen again?'

Hy for you, we never get a conversation directly. We ever met. Just said something, and..... Just it!

But on the other way, we ever talked like you are my friend. That almost made me fall, ooops NOT ALMOST but VERY ALMOST ! I almost fall with a random way, with a short period of time -,-

All that time, I ever waited your message or just greeting. But I tried to never obsess, because I knew it would make me like an oh-so-no-creature (re: ga banget -,-)

I enjoyed that time, and my days got a little bit spirit. Buuuuut after I heard that little news, It suddenly punched my heart, ALMOST!

First, I just laughed and smile, yeah a fake smile. But no problem, I don't need to disappointed because I have no right at all =))

So, you... just enjoy your time, I will support you here, and take care yours (maybe) and good luck :)':

Thank you, after it happened, I got an energy to add my strength. Undirectly, you taught me to don't ever fall again, I will keep standing up and build in love, not fall in love =)))

By a little God Creature, who is learning about life Farida Amalia :)